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[20 Nov 2009|01:49pm] |
So my old glasses broke. The ones i've had for years and i had to get a new pair. I couldnt see what they looked like when i tried the sample pairs on because im blind so i relied on my dad to pick for me AND I FUCKING HATE THEM.
They are so ugly.
No refund.
WTF do I do
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[12 Nov 2009|04:54pm] |
I have no self esteem and think I am the ugliest fuck alive.
kthxbai
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[18 Oct 2009|02:54am] |
I know im thinking too much but,
everytime i've been interested in someone or been with someone i've always been clingy.
"where u going, who u with etc.."
Worried. etc.
So i've been interested in this guy, at first it was all butterflies (infactuation) and now all the butterflies have dispersed.
I dont know if its the fact im more independent or an adult now but im not clingy, Im cool with him going out idont ask who its with, or if he drinks.. (bugs me a little if too often but not too much).
Im not worried if he doesnt call or text me back.. If we talk for hours Im usually first to leave for some ME time.
I think hes interesting, he makes me smile and laugh. Hes cute.
Im getting confused with this "independence normal feeling" with not "liking" him since i've never experienced this before.
Should I go for it?
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[14 Oct 2009|12:35pm] |
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So I met someone.. and my face is permantly like this.
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[11 Oct 2009|08:51pm] |
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How do I continue?
So i've continued to be single for quit some time now.. Since Matts last attempt to have sex with me, and me not talking to him (he really shouldnt be doing these things when he has a girlfriend) its been 2 months since we spoke.
Of course im upset, because when he wasnt trying to get in my fucking pantswe had fun.. he was my buddy.. and I kicked him out of my life.. and its killing me. I dont know if I should maybe contact him, or just forget it.. and keep him blocked.
I got fired from my job because some stupid bitch is lazy and complained I didnt do enough work yet I had a high fever when I came in..
I need like .. 5-6 grand saved up for the bike i want.. -.- kawasaki ninja 250 R
or i could cheap out and sav 3000 for a cbr 125..
Unsure.
Reason being a bike instead of a car first off.. if i go to uni Im going to be living on RES for .. well september till whenever.. june?
My dad likes to store the car in the garage in winter, and our driveway only fits one car comfortably otherwise we'd have to play tetris everyday to get whatever car out. With a bike it can easily fit on the little space left on the driveway and in the garage. Im only going to behome in the summer anyway..
I dont know if thats good enough reasoning but it is to me.
We'll see what happens.
Being single is getting harder, I try to put on a brave face yet i do cry often I miss having that person there.. or friend..
No matt, no corey.. this is rediclouis.
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